HmmmmHmmmm

well then, what a week so far!
I had been waiting for beth to get back from holiday for a long time, and when i got to see her again on tuesday it really was one of the better days of my life, i just enjoyed spending time with her, but I knew something was up because she seemed 'off'.
Unfortunately that evening she told me she'd rather me friends and I'll admit, this did break my heart and I was really upset and I am still struggling to eat BUT it was definately for the better, there was nothing left between us.
Before I realised there was nothing left though I was trying to work out whether I could save it, had a chat with B about it all and chose the best option for both of us, being friends. But looking positively we both want to stay really good mates so what more could I ask for really?